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Thursday, December 3, 2009
Reality or Dream?

I've tried walking my path into your life, yet your door seems to be closed everytime.
No matter how hard I've tried struggling to open it, it just wont budge.
Every morning when I've got the chance to be by your side. Yes im glad.
Yet why are you always trying to shake me off when its at the end of day? Why cant I just accompany you home? Why must I accompany my friends instead? Dont i have the choice to choose which road i want..?

Because I care for you every moment. I just want to see you as long as possible.
You wanted to play vball. Yes thats why I ask you along to come play ball along with me.
Looking at those bruises on ur knee makes my heart aches. Thus am trying not to let you dive any furthur. ;[
Im trying my best just to make you happy despite my fatigue or my injuries.
Yet Im always the one feeling hurt at the end of the days. WHY?

To be frank! I AM FUCKING JEALOUS! The way you treated him. So completely different. Taking his phone and roam, pranking around with him. Whats worst, You have his number already! FUCK IT! While im just sitting down there looking at you. ARGH! CANT FUCKING STAND IT! NBCB SIA!

Because of you, I've stopped roaming around friendster/facebook adding people and knowing them. I've stopped texting/msn most of my friends. I even at times dont bother to reply them.
Why? Cause I want to be loyal to you. Much to the fact I love you.
I always check my phone.. Hoping that your text will come one day. But it doesnt seems to be happening.
I am trying ways to fulfuill what you wanted. ><

Perhaps I shouldnt treat you so well, cause all I've gotten from you is just have my heart sank into the bottom of the ocean and get eaten up by sharks. ><
Seriously i dont know what to do now.
Should i just face the reality that we're just mere friends? Or i should continue dreaming in my lala land..? hais. I seriously need some advices.

I just cant express out my feelings for you now. Its in a mess.
IF theres a song that I could delicate to you right now..

It would be ....


-Be4 tht special day of mine, I hope that....

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